Thursday, 23 December 2010
no-one reads these,
so its fine.
these songs now remind me of you and thats annoying.
"Everyone's saying different things to me, different things to me."
"Hold your glass up, hold it in
Never betray the way you've always known it is."
"I'm looking in on the good life I might be doomed never to find."
"Your face, it dances and it haunts me
Your laughter's still ringing in my ears."
"But you can't point the way to your heart
So sublime, when the stars are aligned."
"So what if you catch me,
Where would we land?"
"I could have stayed beside you, could have stayed for more.
Could have been your statue, could have been your friend."
"Too low to find my way, too high to wonder why."
"Here i am, the only living boy in New York."
"And I have to speculate
That God himself did make us into corresponding shapes
Like puzzle pieces from the clay."
"So let go, jump in, whatcha waiting for? It's alright, 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown."
these songs now remind me of you and thats annoying.
"Everyone's saying different things to me, different things to me."
"Hold your glass up, hold it in
Never betray the way you've always known it is."
"I'm looking in on the good life I might be doomed never to find."
"Your face, it dances and it haunts me
Your laughter's still ringing in my ears."
"But you can't point the way to your heart
So sublime, when the stars are aligned."
"So what if you catch me,
Where would we land?"
"I could have stayed beside you, could have stayed for more.
Could have been your statue, could have been your friend."
"Too low to find my way, too high to wonder why."
"Here i am, the only living boy in New York."
"And I have to speculate
That God himself did make us into corresponding shapes
Like puzzle pieces from the clay."
"So let go, jump in, whatcha waiting for? It's alright, 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown."
Saturday, 7 August 2010
harry potter yeah.
quirrel: "troll! in the dungeons!"
dumbledore: "everyone go to your dormitories!"
slytherins: "our dormitories are in the dungeons."
jkrowling: "rofl"
someone tell me, why is harry potter basically my entire life?
dumbledore: "everyone go to your dormitories!"
slytherins: "our dormitories are in the dungeons."
jkrowling: "rofl"
someone tell me, why is harry potter basically my entire life?
Friday, 6 August 2010
urgh.
literally fed up with everyone and everything in my life.
except like lizzy, hannah and jess, evie and charlie.
everyone else is doing my head in.
so go away.
except like lizzy, hannah and jess, evie and charlie.
everyone else is doing my head in.
so go away.
Monday, 19 July 2010
back to letters. day 17.
day 17- someone from your childhood.
dear lucy idontevenknowyoursurname.
i have the vividest memories of playing cops and robbers with you and henna in reception. i can vaguely remember what you looked like- brown curly hair and short.
then again, we were all short then.
i wonder what happened to you. where you live now, what school you're at.
what you are like.
its funny how you can remember someone yet know close to nothing about them.
ohwell, you were nice when i knew you.
hope lifes good :)
love
hannah
dear lucy idontevenknowyoursurname.
i have the vividest memories of playing cops and robbers with you and henna in reception. i can vaguely remember what you looked like- brown curly hair and short.
then again, we were all short then.
i wonder what happened to you. where you live now, what school you're at.
what you are like.
its funny how you can remember someone yet know close to nothing about them.
ohwell, you were nice when i knew you.
hope lifes good :)
love
hannah
Monday, 5 July 2010
day 16.
catching up :L
day 16 - someone not from your state/ country.
sam peacock you absolute babe.
WHY did you move to scotlanddd?
WHY do you hardly ever reply to my texts?
clearly, you're too busy being badass :L
well its fair to say that you're a legend, and i wish i could see you more/ ever now :L
oh and btw, all my friends love you :L
get a tatoo of my name? ;)
or of your nan :L
hope you and daniel and whoever you have on the go are ok :L
love and miss you,
hannah xx
day 16 - someone not from your state/ country.
sam peacock you absolute babe.
WHY did you move to scotlanddd?
WHY do you hardly ever reply to my texts?
clearly, you're too busy being badass :L
well its fair to say that you're a legend, and i wish i could see you more/ ever now :L
oh and btw, all my friends love you :L
get a tatoo of my name? ;)
or of your nan :L
hope you and daniel and whoever you have on the go are ok :L
love and miss you,
hannah xx
day 15.
yeah i skipped a couple, didnt want to do them.
onto day 15 - the person you miss the most.
thomas ockenden.
bro, i miss youuu.
its been so long, and i hate that i dont get to see you every sunday anymore.
you'd better be better for soul survivor!
when i get back from holiday in like 2 weeks, and i have like a month of summer left, i'm coming to see you, ok?
and if, hopefully, you're better, we can go fun places :L
miss you,
hanny
xx
onto day 15 - the person you miss the most.
thomas ockenden.
bro, i miss youuu.
its been so long, and i hate that i dont get to see you every sunday anymore.
you'd better be better for soul survivor!
when i get back from holiday in like 2 weeks, and i have like a month of summer left, i'm coming to see you, ok?
and if, hopefully, you're better, we can go fun places :L
miss you,
hanny
xx
Sunday, 4 July 2010
Friday, 2 July 2010
3 AM
put together a sleeping hannah jones, a left open kitchen door and a very hungry cat and what do you get?
hannah jones woken up at 3am by said cat, and despite many efforts to shrug this cat off, being forced to creep down to the kitchen and feed said cat.
thomas didnt choose to badger and wake up either of the other 2 fast asleep people in my house.
resulting in me not being able to get back to sleep, cause irs hot and i generally cant get bacxk to bed after being woken up.
fmlllll.
hannah jones woken up at 3am by said cat, and despite many efforts to shrug this cat off, being forced to creep down to the kitchen and feed said cat.
thomas didnt choose to badger and wake up either of the other 2 fast asleep people in my house.
resulting in me not being able to get back to sleep, cause irs hot and i generally cant get bacxk to bed after being woken up.
fmlllll.
Saturday, 26 June 2010
prommmmmm
despite several mishaps,
it
was
awesome.
you all looked stunning, guys and girls alike.
best way to spend 4 hours, yes?
what a way to end year 11, and in turn, millais.
love you all.
hannah.
<3<3<3<3
it
was
awesome.
you all looked stunning, guys and girls alike.
best way to spend 4 hours, yes?
what a way to end year 11, and in turn, millais.
love you all.
hannah.
<3<3<3<3
Thursday, 24 June 2010
day 11.
day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could to talk to.
2 letters.
dear grandma jones and grandad cartlidge.
i dont feel like i missed out on anything with both of you.
i loved you lots, and you both spoilt me rotten.
i loved talking to you grandma, and i loved that you let me choose your horses for you, grandad, even though i only picked ones with pretty names.
of course i miss you, but i feel that when you were here, we all made the most of it.
love always,
hannah.
xxxx
dear charlii morgan.
the reason i am writing this to you is because i didnt know you.
but everyone was so fond and spoke highly of you.
i wish i had the chance to find out why, what sort of person you were.
i also find it so heartbreaking that you died so long before your time.
i hope that you're happy up there.
love,
hannah.
xx
2 letters.
dear grandma jones and grandad cartlidge.
i dont feel like i missed out on anything with both of you.
i loved you lots, and you both spoilt me rotten.
i loved talking to you grandma, and i loved that you let me choose your horses for you, grandad, even though i only picked ones with pretty names.
of course i miss you, but i feel that when you were here, we all made the most of it.
love always,
hannah.
xxxx
dear charlii morgan.
the reason i am writing this to you is because i didnt know you.
but everyone was so fond and spoke highly of you.
i wish i had the chance to find out why, what sort of person you were.
i also find it so heartbreaking that you died so long before your time.
i hope that you're happy up there.
love,
hannah.
xx
day 10.
day 10 - someone you dont talk to as much as you'd like to.
dear friend,
well the age gap doesn't help.
and the distance.
but when we do chat, it's lovely.
you're a bit like an awesome big brother :)
you are rather lovely tbhhh.
but i always get all concious that you'll think i'm just a silly little girl.
like certain other people :P
oh well.
obviously i'd love to talk more, but i think i can live with what i get :)
love,
hannah.
xx
dear friend,
well the age gap doesn't help.
and the distance.
but when we do chat, it's lovely.
you're a bit like an awesome big brother :)
you are rather lovely tbhhh.
but i always get all concious that you'll think i'm just a silly little girl.
like certain other people :P
oh well.
obviously i'd love to talk more, but i think i can live with what i get :)
love,
hannah.
xx
Tuesday, 22 June 2010
day 9.
day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.
dear tyler knott gregson.
i wish i knew you.
i think you have the most beautiful soul.
i adore your eye for beauty, and your ability to say so much in 3 lines.
i love your relaxed and passionate attitude to life, and other people.
you are so talented and i admit, i am jealous.
and also, slightly in love with you.
you'd be awesome to meet,
and to talk to; you have friendly eyes.
thankyou for providing constant amazement for me to read, see, and listen to.
love from another of hundreds of loyal followers,
hannah.
xx
dear tyler knott gregson.
i wish i knew you.
i think you have the most beautiful soul.
i adore your eye for beauty, and your ability to say so much in 3 lines.
i love your relaxed and passionate attitude to life, and other people.
you are so talented and i admit, i am jealous.
and also, slightly in love with you.
you'd be awesome to meet,
and to talk to; you have friendly eyes.
thankyou for providing constant amazement for me to read, see, and listen to.
love from another of hundreds of loyal followers,
hannah.
xx
day 8.
day 8 - your favourite internet friend.
well, i dont have many.
but i guess this incorporates people you only talk to online eg msn?
well it does now.
dear richard.
i love how we met years ago, and i never saw you again.
yet we still managed to stay friends.
it has been a while tbh,
we've both been busy.
i promise to talk to you more :)
hannah
xxx
well, i dont have many.
but i guess this incorporates people you only talk to online eg msn?
well it does now.
dear richard.
i love how we met years ago, and i never saw you again.
yet we still managed to stay friends.
it has been a while tbh,
we've both been busy.
i promise to talk to you more :)
hannah
xxx
Monday, 21 June 2010
Sunday, 20 June 2010
day 6.
day 6 - a stranger.
dear stranger.
i'm quite proficient at talking to strangers.
occaisionally we have interesting conversations.
some strangers freak the carp out of me.
(i meant to write carp, okay?)
i saw this guy once, with an eyepatch and what resembled a toga on.
weird.
thankyou for providing constant detour from the norm and the people who are regulars in my life.
thankyou for being the extras.
love from a fellow a stranger. (i'm a stranger to my strangers, surely?)
xx
dear stranger.
i'm quite proficient at talking to strangers.
occaisionally we have interesting conversations.
some strangers freak the carp out of me.
(i meant to write carp, okay?)
i saw this guy once, with an eyepatch and what resembled a toga on.
weird.
thankyou for providing constant detour from the norm and the people who are regulars in my life.
thankyou for being the extras.
love from a fellow a stranger. (i'm a stranger to my strangers, surely?)
xx
Saturday, 19 June 2010
day 5
day 5 - dreams
hello dreams.
i apologise for not remembering you all the time.
you seem to enjoy painting vivid and concious scenes in my brain,
and then fleeting out of my brain the second i wake up.
although, i do remember some.
there was this one dream, one that i had constantly in my childhood.
i remember a river full of piranhas that i had to cross, and then a scary witch blocking the entrance to a castle.
but usually, i find that i dream about past scenarios, and my dreams enjoy pointing out things i should or shouldnt have said.
replayed scenes in my brain, all culminating in confusion and occasionally regret.
dreams, if i must remember you, please be nice.
i'd like a dream or two about harry potter wizarding world theme park again, thanks.
lots of love,
the girl whose brain you plague.
xx
hello dreams.
i apologise for not remembering you all the time.
you seem to enjoy painting vivid and concious scenes in my brain,
and then fleeting out of my brain the second i wake up.
although, i do remember some.
there was this one dream, one that i had constantly in my childhood.
i remember a river full of piranhas that i had to cross, and then a scary witch blocking the entrance to a castle.
but usually, i find that i dream about past scenarios, and my dreams enjoy pointing out things i should or shouldnt have said.
replayed scenes in my brain, all culminating in confusion and occasionally regret.
dreams, if i must remember you, please be nice.
i'd like a dream or two about harry potter wizarding world theme park again, thanks.
lots of love,
the girl whose brain you plague.
xx
Friday, 18 June 2010
day 4.
looks like i've got you all doing the 30 letters challenge ;)
day 4 - your sibling
rachie,
i love that you're one of my best friends.
i'm actually so glad you're female, and that you like spending time with me :D
even though you've gone as far north as humanly possible whilst remaining in england,
it makes the times when you're home even special-er.
thank you for taking me fun places, like our various trips to brighton, and me sneaking into one of your uni lectures.
i love how similar but different we are.
thank you for educating me in purely magnificent music, thankyou for making me love glee before it came on tv, and thankyou for allowing me to be my weirdest around you.
i love how you can act like a 10 year old whilst in my company.
thankyou sister.
i love you big,
lots of love,
small.
xxxxxx
day 4 - your sibling
rachie,
i love that you're one of my best friends.
i'm actually so glad you're female, and that you like spending time with me :D
even though you've gone as far north as humanly possible whilst remaining in england,
it makes the times when you're home even special-er.
thank you for taking me fun places, like our various trips to brighton, and me sneaking into one of your uni lectures.
i love how similar but different we are.
thank you for educating me in purely magnificent music, thankyou for making me love glee before it came on tv, and thankyou for allowing me to be my weirdest around you.
i love how you can act like a 10 year old whilst in my company.
thankyou sister.
i love you big,
lots of love,
small.
xxxxxx
Wednesday, 16 June 2010
day 3.
day 3 - your parents.
dear mummy and daddy,
please let me have fun?
i love you despite your excellence at keeping me cooped up :)
xxxxxxxx
dear mummy and daddy,
please let me have fun?
i love you despite your excellence at keeping me cooped up :)
xxxxxxxx
day 2.
day 2 - your crush. (i'm taking this to mean boyfriend in my case) :)
dear j.h.c
thankyou.
for putting up with me.
and loving me back.
and for sharing my initials :L
loveyou,
h.c.j.
xxxx
<3 <3
dear j.h.c
thankyou.
for putting up with me.
and loving me back.
and for sharing my initials :L
loveyou,
h.c.j.
xxxx
<3 <3
Tuesday, 15 June 2010
day 1.
i've also decided i am not writing a letter in response to some of the days eg who you hate the most, cause that cant be an enjoyable thing to write.
day 1 - your best friend. (in this case, once again bending the rules, i am writing about several)
dear best friends,
i love you like hell.
you know who you are.
i'm going to write a few sentances for each of you.
* you seriously are wonderful, despite the fact that you dont think you are. you're super clever, and beautiful. i love you and your nan.
* i dont really understand how i can always have fun with you, seeing as how you're a gay :) but i love you despite my hate for you.
* i love that we have a special connection, between our brains ;) you're stunning. jealous? kinda ;) i love youuuu.
* you're the sweetest person ever, and even though you're so easy to misplace cause you're teeny, i love you.
basically, i adore you all kinda way too much.
thankyou for loving me also.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
day 1 - your best friend. (in this case, once again bending the rules, i am writing about several)
dear best friends,
i love you like hell.
you know who you are.
i'm going to write a few sentances for each of you.
* you seriously are wonderful, despite the fact that you dont think you are. you're super clever, and beautiful. i love you and your nan.
* i dont really understand how i can always have fun with you, seeing as how you're a gay :) but i love you despite my hate for you.
* i love that we have a special connection, between our brains ;) you're stunning. jealous? kinda ;) i love youuuu.
* you're the sweetest person ever, and even though you're so easy to misplace cause you're teeny, i love you.
basically, i adore you all kinda way too much.
thankyou for loving me also.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
30 letters challenge.
seeing as how i'm lazy and dont blog enough, thought this would be a good way to get me to blog :)
also, laziness- i wont be writing out whole massive essays, some might just be a sentance. but still, you'll get the gist.
so, here's the idea.
each day, you write a letter to the designated person. (stole this from various other blogs) i dont know if you're meant to not repeat people, but i am going to anyway.
You can either send it to them (anonymously or with your name) or keep them to yourself. On this day you write a letter to:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish you could forgive
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you hugged
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
i'll publish my 1st in another post :)
if you read this and can be bothered, maybe do ones yourself? :)
xxx
also, laziness- i wont be writing out whole massive essays, some might just be a sentance. but still, you'll get the gist.
so, here's the idea.
each day, you write a letter to the designated person. (stole this from various other blogs) i dont know if you're meant to not repeat people, but i am going to anyway.
You can either send it to them (anonymously or with your name) or keep them to yourself. On this day you write a letter to:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish you could forgive
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you hugged
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror
i'll publish my 1st in another post :)
if you read this and can be bothered, maybe do ones yourself? :)
xxx
Friday, 11 June 2010
Friday, 4 June 2010
Monday, 17 May 2010
BEST MOOD.
Even though I'm on study leave, I went into school today, and it was actually pretty good :)
Got to hang out with my birthday girl, and we had the nicest cake :P
Now, my mummy told me I'm allowed the odd afternoon off, so I get to go see Joeee :)
Happy times.
Oh and its finally good weather.
Best songs at the moment, for this weather?
Ke$ha - Your love is my drug
Tears for Fears - Everybody wants to rule the world
Melee - You make my dreams
(Embarrassingly) Miley Cyrus - See you again
Train - Hey Soul Sister
Other summery songs :)
Feeling good tbh world.
Oh yeah, we have loads of exams.
But hey ho, life has its ups and downs right?
x
Got to hang out with my birthday girl, and we had the nicest cake :P
Now, my mummy told me I'm allowed the odd afternoon off, so I get to go see Joeee :)
Happy times.
Oh and its finally good weather.
Best songs at the moment, for this weather?
Ke$ha - Your love is my drug
Tears for Fears - Everybody wants to rule the world
Melee - You make my dreams
(Embarrassingly) Miley Cyrus - See you again
Train - Hey Soul Sister
Other summery songs :)
Feeling good tbh world.
Oh yeah, we have loads of exams.
But hey ho, life has its ups and downs right?
x
Friday, 30 April 2010
I apologise.
I don't really have anything interesting to say tbh.
Its currently a 4 day weekend, and just got back from shopping with Jess and Lizzy.
Unfortunately, my mother is making me go to Latin on a day off. FML?
Ohwell, its only an hour.
After that, I have Ellie's birthday party, which should be a laughhhh.
Tomorrow, hopefully going to the cinema with Joee, then more revision. Joy.
Sunday is the usual.
Monday, revision and Charlie's party (I thinkkkk).
I love how my life is centered around revision at the moment.
But I had a conversation with Jess about this earlier, and I've decided that I really do need to work to do well at these exams. I just winged my mocks, and did alright, but it showed that I really need to work at some things.
Not feeling greatly confident tbhhh but I'll just have to work hard.
Its going well with Joee, rather hard to believe that its already been 2 months since he asked me out. Goes fast. Most of the time its lovely, except for when he gets a bit clingy. But seeing as how I dont even really know why he likes me, I'm willing to put up with that :L <3
German speaking in 2 weeks. French went ok, seeing as how I learnt my presentation like a few days beforehand. I will learn my german one with more time to spare.
Music is big with me now. It always has been, but it feels like an escape.
I love the variety in my playlists.
I have this one playlist with about 155 songs in it, and they range from Regina Spektor to Fugative, Ke$ha to Carolina Liar, and Madonna to Bon Iver.
I love summery sounding songs, and just sitting back with nothing to think or worry about, with the window wide open and the sun streaming in. Fave songs for that; I'd Rather Be With You by Joshua Radin and Come Talk To Me by Bon Iver <3
So politics is major right now, no surprise.
I do get a little annoyed with Clegg-Mania. Before those debates, like no-one knew his name.
And now, everyone adores him, understandably, but do they even know what the Lib Dems want?
Doubtful.
Not that they want anything awful, it's just another case of personality voting.
Before you decide who you want to support, find out what you're supporting, not who.
Ooh, cynicism.
Poor Gordon though, he's like a old dog that you can't help feeling sorry for. Labour won't win.
And Cameron, just go away.
I wish I could vote.
I feel like I've lost creativity. Everyone is being all creative, with art and poems and songs and dance.
All I could do was write a poem every now and then.
And I feel like I've forgotten how.
Its the revision. Clogs up your mind.
Good thing there isn't a max character count on these things.
I'm just waffling now.
Good time to leave.
Have a good bank holiday weekend :)
xxx
Its currently a 4 day weekend, and just got back from shopping with Jess and Lizzy.
Unfortunately, my mother is making me go to Latin on a day off. FML?
Ohwell, its only an hour.
After that, I have Ellie's birthday party, which should be a laughhhh.
Tomorrow, hopefully going to the cinema with Joee, then more revision. Joy.
Sunday is the usual.
Monday, revision and Charlie's party (I thinkkkk).
I love how my life is centered around revision at the moment.
But I had a conversation with Jess about this earlier, and I've decided that I really do need to work to do well at these exams. I just winged my mocks, and did alright, but it showed that I really need to work at some things.
Not feeling greatly confident tbhhh but I'll just have to work hard.
Its going well with Joee, rather hard to believe that its already been 2 months since he asked me out. Goes fast. Most of the time its lovely, except for when he gets a bit clingy. But seeing as how I dont even really know why he likes me, I'm willing to put up with that :L <3
German speaking in 2 weeks. French went ok, seeing as how I learnt my presentation like a few days beforehand. I will learn my german one with more time to spare.
Music is big with me now. It always has been, but it feels like an escape.
I love the variety in my playlists.
I have this one playlist with about 155 songs in it, and they range from Regina Spektor to Fugative, Ke$ha to Carolina Liar, and Madonna to Bon Iver.
I love summery sounding songs, and just sitting back with nothing to think or worry about, with the window wide open and the sun streaming in. Fave songs for that; I'd Rather Be With You by Joshua Radin and Come Talk To Me by Bon Iver <3
So politics is major right now, no surprise.
I do get a little annoyed with Clegg-Mania. Before those debates, like no-one knew his name.
And now, everyone adores him, understandably, but do they even know what the Lib Dems want?
Doubtful.
Not that they want anything awful, it's just another case of personality voting.
Before you decide who you want to support, find out what you're supporting, not who.
Ooh, cynicism.
Poor Gordon though, he's like a old dog that you can't help feeling sorry for. Labour won't win.
And Cameron, just go away.
I wish I could vote.
I feel like I've lost creativity. Everyone is being all creative, with art and poems and songs and dance.
All I could do was write a poem every now and then.
And I feel like I've forgotten how.
Its the revision. Clogs up your mind.
Good thing there isn't a max character count on these things.
I'm just waffling now.
Good time to leave.
Have a good bank holiday weekend :)
xxx
Friday, 16 April 2010
I felt like it.
I feel like blogging.
Haven't in ages.
I owe you one :)
So, revision is fun. Done quite a lot, for me :L
I also neeeed to learn my german speaking presentation. That'll be fun...
What would've been sensible is to have had the same english translation for french and german, and simply learnt the english off by heart and just had it in french and german.
But no, silly me, 2 completely different presentations :L
Woops.
Hmm, life is good mannnn.
CBA to write lots on here, but I'm happy :)
Ohh summer, come now please?
The 2 months we'll have will be bliss tbh.
Love.
Haven't in ages.
I owe you one :)
So, revision is fun. Done quite a lot, for me :L
I also neeeed to learn my german speaking presentation. That'll be fun...
What would've been sensible is to have had the same english translation for french and german, and simply learnt the english off by heart and just had it in french and german.
But no, silly me, 2 completely different presentations :L
Woops.
Hmm, life is good mannnn.
CBA to write lots on here, but I'm happy :)
Ohh summer, come now please?
The 2 months we'll have will be bliss tbh.
Love.
Friday, 5 March 2010
Oh the world is a wonderful place.
I am with my best friends.
I have had the best evening with all of my besties.
Yayyyyyy.
xxxxx
I have had the best evening with all of my besties.
Yayyyyyy.
xxxxx
Thursday, 4 March 2010
10 Minutes
Can mean a whole lot :L
I went into that interview intending to do:
--History
--French
--Philosophy
--Biology or -- English Lit.
I am now doing:
--History
--French
--Philosophy
--Classical Civilisation
and
--English Lit.
My interviewer told me to do 5.
She also said I had a "very strong foundation in languages".
She was lovely though, and I don't mind the changes.
I was always considering Ancient History/History/Classical Civilisation at Uni.
Looks like I'm basically heading the same way as my sister, especially as I want to go to Durham.
Loveyou,
Rachel No. 2
xx
I went into that interview intending to do:
--History
--French
--Philosophy
--Biology or -- English Lit.
I am now doing:
--History
--French
--Philosophy
--Classical Civilisation
and
--English Lit.
My interviewer told me to do 5.
She also said I had a "very strong foundation in languages".
She was lovely though, and I don't mind the changes.
I was always considering Ancient History/History/Classical Civilisation at Uni.
Looks like I'm basically heading the same way as my sister, especially as I want to go to Durham.
Loveyou,
Rachel No. 2
xx
Monday, 1 March 2010
MARCHHHHHHHHH
I AM AS HAPPY AS ALL THESE PICTURES ADDED TOGETHER ARE HAPPY. ITS MY BIRTHDAY IN 8 DAYS.
I AM LOVED.
I GET 2 MONTHS OF SUMMER THIS YEAR.
WHO CARES ABOUT EXAMS?!
WHO CARES ABOUT EXAMS?!
MY BEST FRIEND IS AWESOME.
I LOVE EVERYONE RIGHT NOW.
NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE.
I'M EVEN LOVING MRS GAMMON RIGHT NOW.
NOTHING CAN BRIIIING ME DOWNNNNN.
NOT EVEN YOUUUUUUUUU.
CAUSE I LOVE MY LIFE.
THESE ARE SUCH THINGS THAT ONLY MARCH CAN BRING AROUND.
OH GOSH.
EVERYTHING IS PRETTY AWESOME.
GOODNIGHT.
HANNAH
HANNAH
XXXXXXX
Monday, 8 February 2010
Tears.
Tears.
Burning streaks into my flesh,
scarring.
Tears for lost love, for tragedy.
Through blurred vision, the world is cracked,
evil.
Spiteful.
Death of my peace, new born hate.
I hate myself, I hate these tears, invidiual signs of
vunerability.
I weep selfishly, for my selfish lonliness, for my
raging sadness.
I can see no love in this world, the planet where such unbearable
pain occurs.
My jealousy splinters in my mind.
Perfection becomes polluted, I can only see
your face.
You know not of these tears.
I am ashamed. These strokes of insanity will remain secrets.
These tears, blending love and hate.
Burning streaks into my flesh,
scarring.
Tears for lost love, for tragedy.
Through blurred vision, the world is cracked,
evil.
Spiteful.
Death of my peace, new born hate.
I hate myself, I hate these tears, invidiual signs of
vunerability.
I weep selfishly, for my selfish lonliness, for my
raging sadness.
I can see no love in this world, the planet where such unbearable
pain occurs.
My jealousy splinters in my mind.
Perfection becomes polluted, I can only see
your face.
You know not of these tears.
I am ashamed. These strokes of insanity will remain secrets.
These tears, blending love and hate.
A wish.
A wish.
You deserve the world.
I wish I could give it to you.
If only I could harness the sun,
or the moon, and lay it at your feet.
You are perfection, angels envy your beauty.
You deserve everything.
I could search time itself to find
something equal to what you are. Exquisite.
I would be searching forever.
If I could, I would bring you heaven.
I would capture stardust, I would bottle imagination
for you.
To make you happy, I would do anything.
I would offer anything.
And the best gift I can offer to you,
something no-one else can offer,
is myself.
You deserve the world.
I wish I could give it to you.
If only I could harness the sun,
or the moon, and lay it at your feet.
You are perfection, angels envy your beauty.
You deserve everything.
I could search time itself to find
something equal to what you are. Exquisite.
I would be searching forever.
If I could, I would bring you heaven.
I would capture stardust, I would bottle imagination
for you.
To make you happy, I would do anything.
I would offer anything.
And the best gift I can offer to you,
something no-one else can offer,
is myself.
Saturday, 6 February 2010
Silence.
Silence.
I speak, yet I am silent.
My brain fills my mouth with so many meaningless words, yet none are
the ones I wish I could find.
My voice is loud, trying to mask the cries of my heart.
Fears that cannot be uttered and words of love that I will never speak.
I scream in silence.
I am overcome. The softness of my earthly words can never quiet
my heart.
The desperation like a volcano, unknown to the outside.
A supernova of hushed words, never spoken for fear of
rejection.
The constant mountain of noise buried deep within, smothered with inane mutterings.
It cannot be revealed.
These feelings can never be exposed.
The silent uproar that resounds in my heart could never be voiced.
The loudest cacophony between unrequited love and requited hatred
I am poison.
The tearing emotions, love, jealousy, overwhelming the innocence
and delicacy of my heart.
A monster.
Insanity takes over, seeping through my memories and peaceful thoughts.
Creating black, endless, shrieking
silence.
:)
I speak, yet I am silent.
My brain fills my mouth with so many meaningless words, yet none are
the ones I wish I could find.
My voice is loud, trying to mask the cries of my heart.
Fears that cannot be uttered and words of love that I will never speak.
I scream in silence.
I am overcome. The softness of my earthly words can never quiet
my heart.
The desperation like a volcano, unknown to the outside.
A supernova of hushed words, never spoken for fear of
rejection.
The constant mountain of noise buried deep within, smothered with inane mutterings.
It cannot be revealed.
These feelings can never be exposed.
The silent uproar that resounds in my heart could never be voiced.
The loudest cacophony between unrequited love and requited hatred
must remain enclosed.
I am poison.
The tearing emotions, love, jealousy, overwhelming the innocence
and delicacy of my heart.
A monster.
Insanity takes over, seeping through my memories and peaceful thoughts.
Creating black, endless, shrieking
silence.
:)
Friday, 5 February 2010
Dare.
Dare.
Thrill seekers.
They fly, only to spiral downwards.
They leap, just to fall into the endless chasms.
They ride the fierce waves, before they are engulfed by raging white horses.
Danger attracts the brave, always searching for the ultimate
dare.
They laugh in the face of fatal jeopardy, taunting peril.
Adrenaline like a drug, causing them to push further, needing another
thrill.
But they seek in vain. The greatest thrill, the most fatal activity,
is love.
The risks terrify the most reckless of gamblers.
The hazards draw screams from the lips of the daredevil.
The great fall, the tremendous uncertainty, the thundering tide.
To love is to dive blindfolded, heartfirst, into
danger.
And sometimes, for the heart, to love is to die.
So, do you dare?
:)
Thrill seekers.
They fly, only to spiral downwards.
They leap, just to fall into the endless chasms.
They ride the fierce waves, before they are engulfed by raging white horses.
Danger attracts the brave, always searching for the ultimate
dare.
They laugh in the face of fatal jeopardy, taunting peril.
Adrenaline like a drug, causing them to push further, needing another
thrill.
But they seek in vain. The greatest thrill, the most fatal activity,
is love.
The risks terrify the most reckless of gamblers.
The hazards draw screams from the lips of the daredevil.
The great fall, the tremendous uncertainty, the thundering tide.
To love is to dive blindfolded, heartfirst, into
danger.
And sometimes, for the heart, to love is to die.
So, do you dare?
:)
Thursday, 4 February 2010
This Heart.
This Heart.
Solitude is a word of which the meaning is clear.
Being alone, feeling un-loved,
being wrapped up in solidarity.
Smothered by emptiness, with no-one to fill the shrieking
silence.
I am waiting in solitude. Waiting for you.
My heart beats steadily, never failing, yet expecting
company, hoping in vain.
It craves another beat, to join the rhythm that never ceases.
The constant drumming sounds feeble without accompaniment.
This soul that desires to ease the lonliness of this heart
searches for another soul, another heart.
But this soul has never found the heart to beat in unison.
So it still strives, looking for the perfect fit.
So this heart aches, and waits, alone.
The infinite pain and sorrow of isolation is all this heart has learned to feel.
But it hopes, always hopes, for the destined match.
It hopes and waits,
for you.
:)
Solitude is a word of which the meaning is clear.
Being alone, feeling un-loved,
being wrapped up in solidarity.
Smothered by emptiness, with no-one to fill the shrieking
silence.
I am waiting in solitude. Waiting for you.
My heart beats steadily, never failing, yet expecting
company, hoping in vain.
It craves another beat, to join the rhythm that never ceases.
The constant drumming sounds feeble without accompaniment.
This soul that desires to ease the lonliness of this heart
searches for another soul, another heart.
But this soul has never found the heart to beat in unison.
So it still strives, looking for the perfect fit.
So this heart aches, and waits, alone.
The infinite pain and sorrow of isolation is all this heart has learned to feel.
But it hopes, always hopes, for the destined match.
It hopes and waits,
for you.
:)
Tuesday, 2 February 2010
Eyes.
Eyes.
Windows to the soul, portals to the imagination.
Gazing, deep caverns of emotion.
Every colour under the sun, reflected in
your eyes.
Your eyes are summer, spring, autumn.
Warmth. Colour.
Bright and pure, perfection, beauty in
your eyes.
The liquid sapphires that fall as tears are
living drops of heaven glimpsed in times of
unimaginable sadness or joy, overwhelming emotion in
your eyes.
They sparkle, blinking magic.
Inviting, pearls set with emeralds, glittering.
Stars, suns, moons, united in
your eyes.
Windows, portals. Beautiful gateways to the perfection
of your soul. Ornate, glowing orbs of
angelic purity. One gaze, and I am lost in
your eyes.
I'll Stop eventually :)
Windows to the soul, portals to the imagination.
Gazing, deep caverns of emotion.
Every colour under the sun, reflected in
your eyes.
Your eyes are summer, spring, autumn.
Warmth. Colour.
Bright and pure, perfection, beauty in
your eyes.
The liquid sapphires that fall as tears are
living drops of heaven glimpsed in times of
unimaginable sadness or joy, overwhelming emotion in
your eyes.
They sparkle, blinking magic.
Inviting, pearls set with emeralds, glittering.
Stars, suns, moons, united in
your eyes.
Windows, portals. Beautiful gateways to the perfection
of your soul. Ornate, glowing orbs of
angelic purity. One gaze, and I am lost in
your eyes.
I'll Stop eventually :)
Beauty.
Beauty.
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
But I see beauty everywhere.
I cannot believe that beauty is created by the mind.
No mind nor soul could imagine this, none could craft these wonders
even in the innermost corners of their beings.
Beauty is not in the eye of the beholder, beauty is real.
Honest and raw, natural beauty.
So many seek beauty in their lives, seek beauty in faces and posessions,
but there is no need to strive so fiercly.
Look around. Observe the world in which we dwell,
stare into creation.
Listen to choirs breathe music, listen to laughter.
Close your eyes, you will find that beauty can be heard.
Beauty isn't perfection, beauty is what makes you smile.
It is what makes you love, it is what makes you adore living.
It is in every single one of us. In our souls.
Every time you laugh, you are beautiful.
When you learn to love selflessly, you become beauty.
If you see beauty in everything, and in creation,
you are beautiful.
Finally one that wasn't really emotional :P
Beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
But I see beauty everywhere.
I cannot believe that beauty is created by the mind.
No mind nor soul could imagine this, none could craft these wonders
even in the innermost corners of their beings.
Beauty is not in the eye of the beholder, beauty is real.
Honest and raw, natural beauty.
So many seek beauty in their lives, seek beauty in faces and posessions,
but there is no need to strive so fiercly.
Look around. Observe the world in which we dwell,
stare into creation.
Listen to choirs breathe music, listen to laughter.
Close your eyes, you will find that beauty can be heard.
Beauty isn't perfection, beauty is what makes you smile.
It is what makes you love, it is what makes you adore living.
It is in every single one of us. In our souls.
Every time you laugh, you are beautiful.
When you learn to love selflessly, you become beauty.
If you see beauty in everything, and in creation,
you are beautiful.
Finally one that wasn't really emotional :P
You.
You.
What are you to me?
Agape. Affection.
Philos. Friendship.
Are there words for this?
Who else, in the vast expanses of the world, has felt like this?
Unique.
"Best friends" expresses nothing, everyone has best friends.
I can only say "I have you".
To describe it would be impossible, improbable.
I am myself with you.
I am happy with you.
We laugh. We fight. We live.
So,
What are you to me?
Everything.
Tried to be lighthearted, still a bit too deep :L
Sorry Phine :)
What are you to me?
Agape. Affection.
Philos. Friendship.
Are there words for this?
Who else, in the vast expanses of the world, has felt like this?
Unique.
"Best friends" expresses nothing, everyone has best friends.
I can only say "I have you".
To describe it would be impossible, improbable.
I am myself with you.
I am happy with you.
We laugh. We fight. We live.
So,
What are you to me?
Everything.
Tried to be lighthearted, still a bit too deep :L
Sorry Phine :)
Monday, 1 February 2010
Forces of attraction.
Forces of attraction.
Puzzle pieces. We fit perfectly.
Drawn together, magnets.
Two halves, normalcy.
Together, brilliance.
Across oceans and forests,
continents, planets,
drawn to the other half of our souls.
Obstacles mean nothing.
Love, deeply rooted in our minds, hearts,
in our entire beings.
Branching out, reaching for each other,
love as attraction,
a force as strong as the gravity of the sun,
holding the planets in place.
You are my sun, my centre,
without your hold I would fall
into nothingness.
I would be nothingness.
Emptiness would swallow my soul.
Attraction.
Holds me, you, us.
Together, across acres of time,
across struggles,
through everything.
Together.
Sorry for the overdose :)
I was comissioned to write this poem for someone to send to someone else, and I think I did good :)
Puzzle pieces. We fit perfectly.
Drawn together, magnets.
Two halves, normalcy.
Together, brilliance.
Across oceans and forests,
continents, planets,
drawn to the other half of our souls.
Obstacles mean nothing.
Love, deeply rooted in our minds, hearts,
in our entire beings.
Branching out, reaching for each other,
love as attraction,
a force as strong as the gravity of the sun,
holding the planets in place.
You are my sun, my centre,
without your hold I would fall
into nothingness.
I would be nothingness.
Emptiness would swallow my soul.
Attraction.
Holds me, you, us.
Together, across acres of time,
across struggles,
through everything.
Together.
Sorry for the overdose :)
I was comissioned to write this poem for someone to send to someone else, and I think I did good :)
Jewel.
Jewel.
She's a jewel.
Diamond, quartz, ruby.
Glitters amongst the dust and shadows.
She's desired.
Coveted, precious, valuble.
So many are drawn in, wide-eyed.
She's beautiful.
Glamorous, natural, stunning.
Crafted by the hands of Heaven, breathing beauty into her blood.
She's perfect.
Impeccable, flawless, exquisite.
She exhales pure perfection.
She's a jewel.
Diamond, glittering, treasured.
She's a jewel.
Diamond, quartz, ruby.
Glitters amongst the dust and shadows.
She's desired.
Coveted, precious, valuble.
So many are drawn in, wide-eyed.
She's beautiful.
Glamorous, natural, stunning.
Crafted by the hands of Heaven, breathing beauty into her blood.
She's perfect.
Impeccable, flawless, exquisite.
She exhales pure perfection.
She's a jewel.
Diamond, glittering, treasured.
Wanderer - The start of a long series of poems.
Wanderer.
Wandering.
Who does that anymore?
They all run, hurry, rush.
No time for wandering on this earth, that
whizzes around and around and
around.
They may sneer at the slow one, they think
I miss out on life, that it passes me by.
But I pity the ones swept up in life, missing the details, life a
blur.
I'm the one with the time to look, to think, to remember.
Savour.
Savour the gold filigree leaves that spiral downwards in autumn.
Savour the birth of the new day, breaking into life as the
sunlight blends the colours of the morning.
Savour laughter, joy and hope, and the intricate details of life that only the favoured glimpse, the ones who look, who think, who remember; those who savour.
Savour the lengthy wanderings.
So John Agard said that language is magic, and that we can all write poetry.
I tried.
Wandering.
Who does that anymore?
They all run, hurry, rush.
No time for wandering on this earth, that
whizzes around and around and
around.
They may sneer at the slow one, they think
I miss out on life, that it passes me by.
But I pity the ones swept up in life, missing the details, life a
blur.
I'm the one with the time to look, to think, to remember.
Savour.
Savour the gold filigree leaves that spiral downwards in autumn.
Savour the birth of the new day, breaking into life as the
sunlight blends the colours of the morning.
Savour laughter, joy and hope, and the intricate details of life that only the favoured glimpse, the ones who look, who think, who remember; those who savour.
Savour the lengthy wanderings.
So John Agard said that language is magic, and that we can all write poetry.
I tried.
Monday, 25 January 2010
The rules of attraction.
So, Lizzy's blogging about her faveorite things over on her blog.
So I am going to shamelessly steal and twist her idea.
I'm going to blog about the things i love, that attract me, that make me happy, and especially ones that have made me happy so far this year.
Gottit?
Good :)
Favourites:
tv show -- So this has to be Glee. I've already watched the whole series, and loved it even before I knew it was going to be on E4. So I pride myself on loving it 1st, and I love my sister for showing me <3
male celeb -- Jude Law every single time.
school subject -- English, cause I love writing serious essays about teenage critisism in the wizarding world.
animal -- My cats. Tommyy and Molly <3
game -- I love MarioKart, cause you can play Jorge and Elizabeth, and beat the crap outta them :)
clothing -- My newishh flowery dress has been worn so many times, i love ittt.
makeup -- Probably doesn't count as makeup, but my new eyelash curlers ;)
country -- Italy, love love love.
day -- Tuesday. No idea why, I just love it :) And Saturday o'course. And Sunday, cause I see so many best friends that I don't get to see during the week <3
season -- Spring.
month -- March, especially the 9th :P
singer -- Oh it is so Joe Brooks. He is very hot, and sings the best songs ever.
song -- "Marching Band", "Apple", "Sittin' by the waters edge", "My heart will wait" "Superman" and "Rules of attraction", all by Joe Brooks <3 and "Love Story Meets Viva La Vida" instrumental arranged by Jon Schmidt <3
Best things about Twenty-Ten so far:
Already, I could list so much.
-- Well, I have grown a lot closer to one person, and he's brilliant, though he probably don't know, he's a bit dense like that, and now I like to think we're pretty good friends.
-- I have also spent a lot more time talking to another good friend, and he's my BMFLFR ;)
-- I've discovered a new singer that I love, his songs are amazing.
-- Found a new favourite instrumental, thanks to my new good friend :)
-- Completed one new years resolution
-- Done my exams for now
-- Had a lot of good memories already, and we're only a month in.
Thankyou to the very special people who make my life brilliant.
LH, RA, JA, HB, TO, JC, SP, ZK, BS, BB, CR.
x <3 x
So I am going to shamelessly steal and twist her idea.
I'm going to blog about the things i love, that attract me, that make me happy, and especially ones that have made me happy so far this year.
Gottit?
Good :)
Favourites:
tv show -- So this has to be Glee. I've already watched the whole series, and loved it even before I knew it was going to be on E4. So I pride myself on loving it 1st, and I love my sister for showing me <3
male celeb -- Jude Law every single time.
school subject -- English, cause I love writing serious essays about teenage critisism in the wizarding world.
animal -- My cats. Tommyy and Molly <3
game -- I love MarioKart, cause you can play Jorge and Elizabeth, and beat the crap outta them :)
clothing -- My newishh flowery dress has been worn so many times, i love ittt.
makeup -- Probably doesn't count as makeup, but my new eyelash curlers ;)
country -- Italy, love love love.
day -- Tuesday. No idea why, I just love it :) And Saturday o'course. And Sunday, cause I see so many best friends that I don't get to see during the week <3
season -- Spring.
month -- March, especially the 9th :P
singer -- Oh it is so Joe Brooks. He is very hot, and sings the best songs ever.
song -- "Marching Band", "Apple", "Sittin' by the waters edge", "My heart will wait" "Superman" and "Rules of attraction", all by Joe Brooks <3 and "Love Story Meets Viva La Vida" instrumental arranged by Jon Schmidt <3
Best things about Twenty-Ten so far:
Already, I could list so much.
-- Well, I have grown a lot closer to one person, and he's brilliant, though he probably don't know, he's a bit dense like that, and now I like to think we're pretty good friends.
-- I have also spent a lot more time talking to another good friend, and he's my BMFLFR ;)
-- I've discovered a new singer that I love, his songs are amazing.
-- Found a new favourite instrumental, thanks to my new good friend :)
-- Completed one new years resolution
-- Done my exams for now
-- Had a lot of good memories already, and we're only a month in.
Thankyou to the very special people who make my life brilliant.
LH, RA, JA, HB, TO, JC, SP, ZK, BS, BB, CR.
x <3 x
Friday, 22 January 2010
Itsssssssss theeeeeeeeeee
WEEEKENNDDDD :)
And I'm tearing it up with the one, the only, Lizzy Hillier :)
Digging up old memories can be fun, can be embarrassing, but every time, it takes you back to the way things were :D
We've found some kinda doodle sheet that we made on the way to Much Ado - the play.
It made us laugh :L
"Look! A dementor!"
I <3 My lizzy :)
xxx
And I'm tearing it up with the one, the only, Lizzy Hillier :)
Digging up old memories can be fun, can be embarrassing, but every time, it takes you back to the way things were :D
We've found some kinda doodle sheet that we made on the way to Much Ado - the play.
It made us laugh :L
"Look! A dementor!"
I <3 My lizzy :)
xxx
Sunday, 17 January 2010
Smile,
Though your heart is aching, smile even though its breaking, when there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by, if you smile through your pain and sorrow, smile and maybe tomorrow, you'll see the sun shining through, for you, light up your face with gladness, hide every trace of sadness, although a tear may be ever so near, thats the time you must keep on trying, smile, whats the use of crying? You'll find that life is still worthwhile, if you just smile.
What's the use of crying?
Smile.
Laugh at the fact that you're an idiot, Han Jay.
Remember who you are. And thats not a bad thing. Be content with that, you won't change.
Don't dream too much, don't hope for what will never be yours.
And you will be happy.
Cause you can. You've done it before. You don't need to be anything else, and don't be delusional.
You are kinda pretty fabulous as you are.
You don't need anyone else to make you question your role in life.
Be solid in who you are.
You are Hannah Jones.
Just fine as you are.
Smiling through everything.
What's the use of crying?
Smile.
Laugh at the fact that you're an idiot, Han Jay.
Remember who you are. And thats not a bad thing. Be content with that, you won't change.
Don't dream too much, don't hope for what will never be yours.
And you will be happy.
Cause you can. You've done it before. You don't need to be anything else, and don't be delusional.
You are kinda pretty fabulous as you are.
You don't need anyone else to make you question your role in life.
Be solid in who you are.
You are Hannah Jones.
Just fine as you are.
Smiling through everything.
Wednesday, 13 January 2010
I think I owe you
a blog.
I haven't blogged in forever, and i feel sad about that :(
So here I am.
It seems like everyone has blogs now... :/
I remember when it was just me and Lizzy, and everyone thought we were gays :L
Anyway, thats not what I'm blogging about today.
Not that I know what I am blogging about.
Ohwell.
So, I still love Glee. Even after having seen the whole series, I still love it. :)
And surprisingly, things are good. I think the best thing thats happened to me this week was on Sunday.
After Church, we had this massive snowball fight. And I was kinda worried, because someone I try to avoid was joining in. And even worse, this girl who he likes but who has a boyfriend but who majorly flirts with him was also joining in.
So I was apprehensive.
My new years resolution this year was to stay away from things that hurt me, and not have any feelings for this person.
And amazingly, I don't anymore.
I felt fine mucking around throwing snow with them, not caring (but noticing?...) that they would hug and wrestle and stuff, and we just felt like friends.
Afterwards, he told me that he had been avoiding me aswell, because I "made him feel guilty". But we sorted everything out, and I am glad to say that in the 1st week of 2010, I completed my resolution, gained a friend, and left a lot of stuff behind me.
I really hope I can keep this up, and not get upset if I see him and her together, or if they decide date, because I would not like a repeat of 2009, thankyouverymuch.
And so, even though I am ill and I have exams, I am content.
Well done me.
:)
x.Hannahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.x :D
I haven't blogged in forever, and i feel sad about that :(
So here I am.
It seems like everyone has blogs now... :/
I remember when it was just me and Lizzy, and everyone thought we were gays :L
Anyway, thats not what I'm blogging about today.
Not that I know what I am blogging about.
Ohwell.
So, I still love Glee. Even after having seen the whole series, I still love it. :)
And surprisingly, things are good. I think the best thing thats happened to me this week was on Sunday.
After Church, we had this massive snowball fight. And I was kinda worried, because someone I try to avoid was joining in. And even worse, this girl who he likes but who has a boyfriend but who majorly flirts with him was also joining in.
So I was apprehensive.
My new years resolution this year was to stay away from things that hurt me, and not have any feelings for this person.
And amazingly, I don't anymore.
I felt fine mucking around throwing snow with them, not caring (but noticing?...) that they would hug and wrestle and stuff, and we just felt like friends.
Afterwards, he told me that he had been avoiding me aswell, because I "made him feel guilty". But we sorted everything out, and I am glad to say that in the 1st week of 2010, I completed my resolution, gained a friend, and left a lot of stuff behind me.
I really hope I can keep this up, and not get upset if I see him and her together, or if they decide date, because I would not like a repeat of 2009, thankyouverymuch.
And so, even though I am ill and I have exams, I am content.
Well done me.
:)
x.Hannahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.x :D
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