Wednesday, 13 January 2010

I think I owe you

a blog.
I haven't blogged in forever, and i feel sad about that :(
So here I am.

It seems like everyone has blogs now... :/
I remember when it was just me and Lizzy, and everyone thought we were gays :L

Anyway, thats not what I'm blogging about today.
Not that I know what I am blogging about.
Ohwell.
So, I still love Glee. Even after having seen the whole series, I still love it. :)

And surprisingly, things are good. I think the best thing thats happened to me this week was on Sunday.
After Church, we had this massive snowball fight. And I was kinda worried, because someone I try to avoid was joining in. And even worse, this girl who he likes but who has a boyfriend but who majorly flirts with him was also joining in.
So I was apprehensive.
My new years resolution this year was to stay away from things that hurt me, and not have any feelings for this person.
And amazingly, I don't anymore.
I felt fine mucking around throwing snow with them, not caring (but noticing?...) that they would hug and wrestle and stuff, and we just felt like friends.
Afterwards, he told me that he had been avoiding me aswell, because I "made him feel guilty". But we sorted everything out, and I am glad to say that in the 1st week of 2010, I completed my resolution, gained a friend, and left a lot of stuff behind me.
I really hope I can keep this up, and not get upset if I see him and her together, or if they decide date, because I would not like a repeat of 2009, thankyouverymuch.
And so, even though I am ill and I have exams, I am content.
Well done me.
:)
x.Hannahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.x :D

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