Silence.

Silence.

I speak, yet I am silent.
My brain fills my mouth with so many meaningless words, yet none are
the ones I wish I could find.
My voice is loud, trying to mask the cries of my heart.
Fears that cannot be uttered and words of love that I will never speak.
I scream in silence.

I am overcome. The softness of my earthly words can never quiet
my heart.
The desperation like a volcano, unknown to the outside.
A supernova of hushed words, never spoken for fear of
rejection.
The constant mountain of noise buried deep within, smothered with inane mutterings.

It cannot be revealed.
These feelings can never be exposed.
The silent uproar that resounds in my heart could never be voiced.
The loudest cacophony between unrequited love and requited hatred

must remain enclosed.

I am poison.
The tearing emotions, love, jealousy, overwhelming the innocence
and delicacy of my heart.
A monster.
Insanity takes over, seeping through my memories and peaceful thoughts.
Creating black, endless, shrieking
silence.

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