Monday, 30 November 2009

Everyone else is

having a crisis. :/
Luckily, at the moment, I'm pretty good.
I completely erased the one person who made me feel like shit, so now, I'm ok.
Concentrating on friends, family and school at the moment, and having a good year.
Because year 10 and the 1st bit of year 11 was utterly crap because of that one person, now I don't care about him anymore, and I think i deserve to enjoy myself.
And I don't feel sad at all if he ever feels like crap, or that he's having a rough time at school at the moment, because 2 years (almost) he made me feel awful, guilty, hopeful, worthless. And then sometimes you acted like I was your favourite person in the world, you would look at me and your stare made me think you could have felt the same way.
I remember all the times vividly.
You won't ever read this, but you know how I feel.
And I feel amazing and empowered because I told you. So now, anything you do, anyone you go out with, anything you say, will mean nothing to me.
And I like it that way.
:)
Sorry for being a bitch, but you were aswell, for 2 years. Live with it.

x.Hannah.x

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