Everyone else is

having a crisis. :/
Luckily, at the moment, I'm pretty good.
I completely erased the one person who made me feel like shit, so now, I'm ok.
Concentrating on friends, family and school at the moment, and having a good year.
Because year 10 and the 1st bit of year 11 was utterly crap because of that one person, now I don't care about him anymore, and I think i deserve to enjoy myself.
And I don't feel sad at all if he ever feels like crap, or that he's having a rough time at school at the moment, because 2 years (almost) he made me feel awful, guilty, hopeful, worthless. And then sometimes you acted like I was your favourite person in the world, you would look at me and your stare made me think you could have felt the same way.
I remember all the times vividly.
You won't ever read this, but you know how I feel.
And I feel amazing and empowered because I told you. So now, anything you do, anyone you go out with, anything you say, will mean nothing to me.
And I like it that way.
:)
Sorry for being a bitch, but you were aswell, for 2 years. Live with it.

x.Hannah.x

ok seriously,

i am sorry that these are just mindless mundane blogs of photos.

but how inexplainably cute and heartwrenching is this?

that little snakey

poor little snapey

all the cute little gryffindors

with their cute animals

awwwww

<3

sorry for the overload of photos :)

Me and my sister made these cakes

for her boyfriend, ben,

because it was his birthday :)

Most of these photos

and the ones from the previous post

are from papertissue.

Love.

butterflies fly away.

You are annoying.

4 exams down...

11 to go. How depressing is that?!
I think I am programmed not to revise. Though to be fair to myself, I did sooo much biology and chemistry, which I guess helped a bit. I finished biology 15 minutes early :)

So I have maths and music tomorrow. Hopefully music will be a doddle, but I should probably do something for maths...

Or not. Facebook >:(
Blogger >:(
4OD >:(
Internet in general and other various procrastination-y websites >:(

Sooo, hopefully in half term I am going up to Durham for a few days to stay with my baby girlll :)
Here's hoping she takes me to klute ;) (that is, if i can get in)

At the moment, I am wellll looking forward to Christmassssss
Not really even Christmas day, but really the last few days of Christmas before the hols :)
Warm scarves, vests under school shirts, christmas panto, and best of all, the epic fail they call the "prefect dance". Blates going to be amazing, sitting in the audience, watching some of the besties on stage making a complete arse of themselves in the best possible way. Seriously though, I reckon they'll be good. Vote of faith for you guys in this corner :)

Also, luh-ving Justin Bieber. One Time <3
The video is oddly fantastic. He is also oddly hot. And oddly, I love the song.

And blogging is relief for the soul.

And I'm on a CD :D
On the little insert thingy. And literally, on it. Singing :)
Loving life for the moment.
No doubt that will change pretty soon, what with 11 more exams to do in the next 2 weeks.
But, for now... :D

Love you lots, friends :)
x.Hannah.x

Oh my. Its been

8 whole days since i blogged, saying i would blog more, and apologising for the gap between that blog and the previous blog saying i would blog more!
Bad Hannah.
So.
Millais is supercool and let us have yesterday off, as like a New Moon bank holiday or something :)
Sooo, i went to Lizzy's for a sleepover, and we did loadsa fun stuff :)
Made eminem on the sims,
sang along to the radio for 2 hours, substituting the words Mr Monk in every song we could,
then watched Mean Girls and lolled at Damian,
ate kettle chips and mini-rolls,
someone was forced into watching Doctor Who, (the one with the werewolf),
then went to bed at 2.
Then Cindy came and slept on us for a little while in the morning.
Then i had coco pops :D
and Lizzy had crumpets! (Jealous, anyone?)
Then we went out.
To Crawley. And saw New Moon.
After various delays :L
But it was good.
People in the back of the cinema 'Ooooh'-ed when Jacob took off his shirt :L
Then we went home.
Then I did physics :(
But all in all, a fabby weekend :)
<3
x.Hannah.x

I'm sorry Fellow

Bloggers. I promised to blog more. And i haven't. :)
I'm sure you'll forgive me?...
Good.
So last night, i went to Brighton to a concert thing in a cathedral (!) which was greaaat. :)
But i don't feel so great today. I haven't spoken to Sam in ages, and i am having withdrawal symptoms. Also, someone lied to me. You know who you are, sir. You agreed with me that she was annoying and stuck-up, and now you're going out with her? Don't get me wrong, i'm not annoyed that you're going out with her, but i AM annoyed that you pretended that you didn't like her aswell, so now i feel all guilty for being horrible about her. But c'mon, she is stuck-up. She effectively said that I was dumb because I went to Millais. Not nice.
But whatever, she obviously likes you, friend.

And I'm cold.
And tired.
And I don't have a radiator.
And I can't pick out of 2 A-levels.
And I'm worried. About the future.

So long for now.
x.Hannah.x

It's ok people, I

am blogging again :)
I had a couln't-be-bothered phase.
But i'm back, baby ;)

Songs are me at the moment. I don't think I ever spent a minute without music playing, or without singing, or without a song in my head. And I actually dream along to songs. I have background music in my dreams. How freakilycool is that?

So, a few of my favourite songs/lyrics ever. Every single one of these songs mean so much to me. Play count on itunes shows that. 359 plays of that last one. And mostly 100-200 plays of the others. I couldn't live without these songs, and way more other ones. (Except the 1st one, thats just a cool song me and Lizzy like :L But that one line in it means a lot. Even if the context is different.)
This is basically me revealing my soul :L I guess it would be better if you could hear them. Oh well, lyrics will do. Enjoy.

"You build me up, you break me down, my heart it pounds, yeah you got me..."

"The sweeping insensitivity of this still life..."

"This is how it works: You're young until you're not; You love until you don't; You try until you can't; You laugh until you cry; You cry until you laugh, and everyone must breathe, until their dying breath..."

"Its you and me, and all of the people, and I dont know why, I cant keep my eyes off of you..."

"And it breaks my heart..."

"And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times, its you, its you, you make me sing, you're every line, you're every word, you're everything..."

"I heard you say "Can I have you?" Caught up in what to say, I said you do, I said you do. Through my eyes I can see a shooting star, weaving it's way across the city..."

"And the truth is, I miss you, I miss you so..."

"Close my eyes, you're the only one that leaves me completely breathless, no need to wonder why, sometimes a gift like this you can't deny, cause I wanted to fly, so you gave my your wings, and time held its breath so i could see, you set me free..."

"Oh go ahead and lie to me, you can say anything...it all depends on you...listen up, this sun hasn't set, I refuse to believe its only me...just hear me out, i'm not over you yet...the smile I fake...can't you tell, I'm not myself...I don't want to feel anything, but I do, and it all comes back to you... love is on the line, is that your final answer...just listen up, just hear me out..."

x.Hannah.x

Ahaha, I have music

today :/ My composition is crap, and Miss Stredwick is blates going to kill me.
Poooooo.
Oh well, i'll pretend i went on holiday :L
Any good holiday places that i can pretend to have gone to...?
Yorkshire?
Cornwall? Noo, thats too summery.
Isle of Whight or however you spell it.
Yep, that'll do :)
x.Hannah.x