Thursday, 23 December 2010

fucking actual shitting fucking hell. what the actual hell am i doing. fucking idiocy to the fucking maximum.

no-one reads these,

so its fine.
these songs now remind me of you and thats annoying.

"Everyone's saying different things to me, different things to me."

"Hold your glass up, hold it in
Never betray the way you've always known it is."

"I'm looking in on the good life I might be doomed never to find."

"Your face, it dances and it haunts me
Your laughter's still ringing in my ears."

"But you can't point the way to your heart
So sublime, when the stars are aligned."

"So what if you catch me,
Where would we land?"

"I could have stayed beside you, could have stayed for more.
Could have been your statue, could have been your friend."

"Too low to find my way, too high to wonder why."

"Here i am, the only living boy in New York."

"And I have to speculate
That God himself did make us into corresponding shapes
Like puzzle pieces from the clay."

"So let go, jump in, whatcha waiting for? It's alright, 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown."

Saturday, 7 August 2010

harry potter yeah.

quirrel: "troll! in the dungeons!"
dumbledore: "everyone go to your dormitories!"
slytherins: "our dormitories are in the dungeons."
jkrowling: "rofl"


someone tell me, why is harry potter basically my entire life?

Friday, 6 August 2010

urgh.

literally fed up with everyone and everything in my life.

except like lizzy, hannah and jess, evie and charlie.

everyone else is doing my head in.



so go away.

Monday, 19 July 2010

day 18.

day 18- the person that you wish you could be.

hello hermione granger.

back to letters. day 17.

day 17- someone from your childhood.

dear lucy idontevenknowyoursurname.

i have the vividest memories of playing cops and robbers with you and henna in reception. i can vaguely remember what you looked like- brown curly hair and short.
then again, we were all short then.

i wonder what happened to you. where you live now, what school you're at.
what you are like.

its funny how you can remember someone yet know close to nothing about them.

ohwell, you were nice when i knew you.
hope lifes good :)
love
hannah

holsss.

just got back from france.
it was mostly 35-40degrees there.
its like 23 here.
i'm cold.

Monday, 5 July 2010

day 16.

catching up :L

day 16 - someone not from your state/ country.

sam peacock you absolute babe.

WHY did you move to scotlanddd?
WHY do you hardly ever reply to my texts?

clearly, you're too busy being badass :L

well its fair to say that you're a legend, and i wish i could see you more/ ever now :L

oh and btw, all my friends love you :L

get a tatoo of my name? ;)
or of your nan :L

hope you and daniel and whoever you have on the go are ok :L
love and miss you,
hannah xx

day 15.

yeah i skipped a couple, didnt want to do them.

onto day 15 - the person you miss the most.

thomas ockenden.

bro, i miss youuu.
its been so long, and i hate that i dont get to see you every sunday anymore.
you'd better be better for soul survivor!

when i get back from holiday in like 2 weeks, and i have like a month of summer left, i'm coming to see you, ok?
and if, hopefully, you're better, we can go fun places :L

miss you,
hanny
xx

Sunday, 4 July 2010

Friday, 2 July 2010

3 AM

put together a sleeping hannah jones, a left open kitchen door and a very hungry cat and what do you get?

hannah jones woken up at 3am by said cat, and despite many efforts to shrug this cat off, being forced to creep down to the kitchen and feed said cat.

thomas didnt choose to badger and wake up either of the other 2 fast asleep people in my house.

resulting in me not being able to get back to sleep, cause irs hot and i generally cant get bacxk to bed after being woken up.


fmlllll.

Saturday, 26 June 2010

prommmmmm

despite several mishaps,
it
was
awesome.


you all looked stunning, guys and girls alike.

best way to spend 4 hours, yes?


what a way to end year 11, and in turn, millais.

love you all.
hannah.
<3<3<3<3

Thursday, 24 June 2010

day 11.

day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could to talk to.

2 letters.

dear grandma jones and grandad cartlidge.
i dont feel like i missed out on anything with both of you.
i loved you lots, and you both spoilt me rotten.
i loved talking to you grandma, and i loved that you let me choose your horses for you, grandad, even though i only picked ones with pretty names.
of course i miss you, but i feel that when you were here, we all made the most of it.

love always,
hannah.
xxxx

dear charlii morgan.
the reason i am writing this to you is because i didnt know you.
but everyone was so fond and spoke highly of you.
i wish i had the chance to find out why, what sort of person you were.
i also find it so heartbreaking that you died so long before your time.
i hope that you're happy up there.

love,
hannah.
xx

day 10.

day 10 - someone you dont talk to as much as you'd like to.

dear friend,
well the age gap doesn't help.
and the distance.
but when we do chat, it's lovely.
you're a bit like an awesome big brother :)
you are rather lovely tbhhh.
but i always get all concious that you'll think i'm just a silly little girl.
like certain other people :P
oh well.
obviously i'd love to talk more, but i think i can live with what i get :)

love,
hannah.
xx

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

day 9.

day 9 - someone you wish you could meet.

dear tyler knott gregson.

i wish i knew you.
i think you have the most beautiful soul.
i adore your eye for beauty, and your ability to say so much in 3 lines.
i love your relaxed and passionate attitude to life, and other people.
you are so talented and i admit, i am jealous.
and also, slightly in love with you.

you'd be awesome to meet,
and to talk to; you have friendly eyes.
thankyou for providing constant amazement for me to read, see, and listen to.

love from another of hundreds of loyal followers,
hannah.
xx

day 8.

day 8 - your favourite internet friend.

well, i dont have many.

but i guess this incorporates people you only talk to online eg msn?
well it does now.

dear richard.
i love how we met years ago, and i never saw you again.
yet we still managed to stay friends.
it has been a while tbh,
we've both been busy.

i promise to talk to you more :)
hannah
xxx

Monday, 21 June 2010

day 7.

day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.


bleurgh.


from hannah.

Sunday, 20 June 2010

day 6.

day 6 - a stranger.

dear stranger.

i'm quite proficient at talking to strangers.
occaisionally we have interesting conversations.

some strangers freak the carp out of me.
(i meant to write carp, okay?)
i saw this guy once, with an eyepatch and what resembled a toga on.
weird.

thankyou for providing constant detour from the norm and the people who are regulars in my life.

thankyou for being the extras.

love from a fellow a stranger. (i'm a stranger to my strangers, surely?)
xx

Saturday, 19 June 2010

day 5

day 5 - dreams

hello dreams.
i apologise for not remembering you all the time.
you seem to enjoy painting vivid and concious scenes in my brain,
and then fleeting out of my brain the second i wake up.

although, i do remember some.
there was this one dream, one that i had constantly in my childhood.
i remember a river full of piranhas that i had to cross, and then a scary witch blocking the entrance to a castle.

but usually, i find that i dream about past scenarios, and my dreams enjoy pointing out things i should or shouldnt have said.
replayed scenes in my brain, all culminating in confusion and occasionally regret.

dreams, if i must remember you, please be nice.
i'd like a dream or two about harry potter wizarding world theme park again, thanks.

lots of love,
the girl whose brain you plague.
xx

Friday, 18 June 2010

day 4.

looks like i've got you all doing the 30 letters challenge ;)

day 4 - your sibling

rachie,
i love that you're one of my best friends.
i'm actually so glad you're female, and that you like spending time with me :D
even though you've gone as far north as humanly possible whilst remaining in england,
it makes the times when you're home even special-er.
thank you for taking me fun places, like our various trips to brighton, and me sneaking into one of your uni lectures.
i love how similar but different we are.
thank you for educating me in purely magnificent music, thankyou for making me love glee before it came on tv, and thankyou for allowing me to be my weirdest around you.
i love how you can act like a 10 year old whilst in my company.
thankyou sister.

i love you big,
lots of love,
small.
xxxxxx